Elul 5775/2015

I was born into a life of divine discontent. Divine discontent is a persistent state of searching for something else, something more, with absolutely no ability to explain or know what it is I am looking for. Divine discontent is not torture but longing. It is the driving force that propels me on this lifetime journey to return to love. How maddening it is to realize that healing is perpetual. I will never simply figure it out, it seems, and move on. There are no answers to the questions of the searching soul. Only yearning. Only yearning.